baby numba 3 (as written on 11/12/15)

this baby is on its way, apparently. it withstood a morning-after pill so i will say it must be meant to be. don't be offended, future son/daughter of mine. i want you. i do. i didn't think i wanted you *yet* but you seem to just do things your own way and i'm cool with that. 

pregnancy has been mostly uneventful. no morning sickness, not too drastic of mood swings. but man i am exhausted. last night i fell asleep before 9 pm and despite a 1-2 hour awake period during the night, i slept til 7:30 and still felt tired. even now before 8pm i just want to go to sleeeeep. no energy. so much to do. not a good combination. 

prolly doesn't help that it gets dark at 5pm. 

the other thing that is bugging me is that my house seems to have a weird, stale smell. i keep asking justin and the boys if it smells and they think i'm crazy. and the kids smelled weird to me when i picked them up from school. i seriously had to roll down the window. bizarre. thanks to my already sensitive nose for making life even stinkier. oh well. i'm super good at complaining tho. 

day before i found out i was pregnant i way crying during class while watching a photo slideshow of a family growing up. and it was definitely tear-worthy. super beautiful and moving. but i was literally CRYING. shoulda known. all my friends prolly thought i'd lost my marbles.