a constant

on the days where nothing.... seriously nothing seems to be making sense... and you're completely drained and feeling annoyed and feeling lost... and then you hear a small little voice in the next room over saying "maaahm"... "maahm" very camly and expectantly... and you go in that dark room and snuggle up next to that little boy and he wraps his fevered arms around your neck and snuggles his fevered forehead next to your face and quietly falls back to sleep... and you lay there with your arm around him and feel his breathing and feel his little big heart beating... and you aren't looking at your phone... and you aren't thinking about your problems... you just get to lay there with your best little guy... and simply be.