JUST BE LITTLE FOR FIVE SECONDS

I'm having one of those hysterical mom moments where your kids are growing up before your eyes and you think if you can just hold onto them and hug them tight enough they will just stay your little babies forever and never grow up and never go away and will be happy just sucking on your arm all day and smiling at you. Ok longest sentence ever. But seriously. That is what I'm going through. Colter is already doing this funny form of crawling where he hoists himself up onto his toes and scoots around. Are you kidding me? YOU'RE FOUR MONTHS OLD, CHILD. Please stop. Just take it easy for a while. Because soon you're going to be just like my three year old Ezra and you're going to be taking swim lessons and putting movies on for yourself and getting me ice water and negotiating Popsicle amounts with me. And I'm just not ready for that. I'm not ready for you to crawl or to stop exclusively breastfeeding or to stop sucking on my arm and trying to latch onto your brother's face or to stop getting really wide eyed while you nurse and then hear explosions in your diaper. I'm not ready. Lets just stay. Here. How we are. For FIVE SECONDS. Please? Ok. Commence photo overload in hopes of hanging on to some tiny part of you.